"Then, maybe, you can help me," he breathes out, trying to hold back on some of the desperation that seeps into his tone. He doesn't know why, but being here in the pasture makes him feel safe and secure -- at home. "I'm new. I guess? I'm not sure, I don't remember much, but all I know is that I'm tired of staying in the clinic all hours of the day. I need something to do."